Deployed Soldier/Father needs your help

[SoldierDad]

I really hate the weekends.

My mind is racing.

No contact from W either.

Just having a tough morning. Got to let go.

When am I going to finally say - ENOUGH! and be done with her?

I'm venting, but really, when am I going to finally realize what is happening? When am I going to man-up and tell myself that I deserve better than this?

I DO deserve better. She doesn't deserve me.

I am so disappointed in my wife, and her actions. I can't believe she has done this to our family, her family, and my family.

It is such a selfish thing to do.