Don't have any suggestions. This is tough Lost, and I know it. The GAL is supposed to pick you up and keep your mind off your H.
Maybe you DO want something. Take a time-out from mind-reading and wondering what your H is up to and spend it on exploring what it is that you want.
((( Lost ))) I've not been as helpful with you as I have with the others... I apologize for that.
Another suggestion I can give you is to try let go of the resentment. I saw a bit of it in you earlier. This leads to hate and to vengeful thoughts. These are a complete waste of energy. Your energy right now must be focused on yourself and the kids.
I don't remember if I asked you before... List out 3 things you're going to do for yourself to make you happy every day. And provide feedback on what you DID do the day before.
If I did... then WHY ARE THEY NOT HERE? There is a reason for that list.
