Another Sad Deployed Soldier/Dad

[Another_Soldier]

I think i had an awakening last night, I realize now how messed up my thinking was, thank you all for being here in times of crisis and need. It really does help and i do know and understand that i can get thru this. I woke about 0300 this morning and couldn't get back to sleep. I caught myself thinking "why do i want to be with someone so bad that does not want to be with me" I know we've been together for a long time but i think i am starting to wake up. NO MORE CRAZY TALK I PROMISE. My kids and me are the most important thing right now.

Thanks again guys...and gals