Trying to move on

[mishka422]

I worry about "waiting" until I'm truly over W because that might just give me reason in my head to sit and mope and watch life go by.

The question I still have is why you feel life will be passing you by if you don't have a woman in your life? I know you said you think you're addicted to being in a R. That is not a good thing.....addictions were meant to be broken. You must be perfectly content all alone, a R won't heal you, your own actions will.