Originally Posted By: Another_Soldier
I caught myself thinking about what it would be like if i were caught in one of these IED attacks or jsut not even caring about life any more.


I'm coming back to this because this should be a HUGE RED FLAG for you. This sounds like suicidal thinking, and that definitely makes you a danger to yourself and your comrades-in-arms.

You need to talk to someone.

Me: 44, Wife: 39
M: 17 years T: 20 years
Bomb on 08/25/09
1/13/10: MC started
1/28/10, 2/8/10: More bombs
8/28/10: Wife moved out
No talk of D, no movement

"Every day is another chance to get it right."