Trying to move on

[ClingingToHope]

I see your points Mishka. I don't know if I'll every truly be over romantic feelings for W. I still have them for the others I mentioned before. I never felt I was short-changing W because I didn't act on them, talk about them.

Really, we're arguing a theory because I haven't been presented with any opportunities really. I did go out as friends as part of a group with a lady around Thanksgiving three times.

It felt really good to get out and do things and have a female to talk to.

I worry about "waiting" until I'm truly over W because that might just give me reason in my head to sit and mope and watch life go by.

The brain quieting exercise has helped a bit today. I'm sitting at the Y waiting for a friend. He wants to start a business as a spin off from this side job we do. I'm not a risk-taker by nature so I'm going to be a tough sell. But maybe I need to change that in my life.