It is so difficult when we love these men and try as we might they sometimes get into our psychi and cause havoc.
It happens to us all. The rollercoaster is so steep sometimes and it is hard to catch your breath. But you have caught your breath and taken control, applied the brakes and are moving forward again. His rollercoaster has carried on past you.
We are all human and some days are harder than others. But thats ok as long as we can pick ourselves up and move forward, which you are doing today.