The first week was weird after deciding to try reconciling. The feeling dragging me down that I should have let the marriage end stayed in the pit of my stomach for a while, and then reappeared yesterday. When I read others` posts about how they worked and dedicated themselves to their marriages, it makes me upset that my wife isn`t trying to do a 180 to save ours.
She says that she wants our marriage to continue forever, but she isn`t trying to be the best spouse she can for me. Is it unfair that I want her to help convince my gut-heart-mind that staying is how I`ll be happy?
