Hi Cas,

Your memories won't go away, it's how you handle them in the present that matters.

You are doing fine. It will get easier. I think you are over the hardest part. Yes, it has been a long time coming. It could not have happened any other way for you (or me).

I am you in so many ways, I completely understand. My memories of the past do not creep in so much any more. I have made it a point to live in the present moment. I strive to leave the past in the past knowing full well I have learned volumns from my experience and am a better person now for having had to live it.

(((((Cas))))) I see you doing the same. This has made you wise.

Our futures hold so much promise. We are going to make fabulous friends (and lovers) to someone!!!!!

Like I say.....Onward and Upward!!!!!

Sanderika


ME48/H48MLC
T 33y
M 28y
S16
OW 8/7/05
Bomb 8/16/05
Sep 9/05
H f'd D 10/3/08
D pp'd 1/20/09,7/24/09,12/4/09
D dismissed 2/5/10
H served me D papers again 9/4/10
D dismissed 9/26/11