Another Sad Deployed Soldier/Dad

[Another_Soldier]

I am really about to blow up here , don't know i just had to come here and just start typing and say what is going on. I am so pissed right now i am soooo mad i cant even think straight and i just want to call the W and just tare in to her but. I am soooooooo pissed and cant take this too much longer. She was out at the Bar last night where the OM works and didn't get in until almost 4 in the morning and I know i am 10000 miles away and there's nothing i can do and it makes it even harder for me to get a grip on this. I guess the fixer mode part of me wants to be there to find out exactly what the "F" she is thinking. I am feally soooooo emotionally f'ed up right now and can't keep going on like this. I am just enraged and frustrated and PISSED aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

about to snap