feel like giving up - talk to me!

[luvless]

so what did he do when you first met?

yes, that is how things go in the beginning, especially in the infatuation stage...but then that dies, the feelings go away, and you have to decide, do I want to continue loving this person. Love is a decision, and you have made a decision to love your H is sickness and health, and right now he is sick.

You have way more strength than you know. Do you go to church anywhere? That would be great to get involved in a group of some kind.

would love the change of name too! great idea!

******Oh he was so very attentive and affectionate. He pursued me and I wasn't really interested. He said I was going to be his wife and I used to laugh ha!

I know love is a decision - I know that and I do remember I promised to love him in sickness and health....but what about me getting sick? mentally sick over what he's putting me through?..so I gotta think of me now.

We used to go to church (were christian) but we haven't gone regularly in 10 years. We went about a month ago and he prayed for our family.

I feel so fortunate to have all of you. Thank you!