we all have faith in you. tell yourself everyday that you can do this. Tell yourself everyday that you love who you are becoming and who you are and what your going to learn from this.
It is SO very true that your H is hurting. and NO, this is NOT who the new H is. this is a result of his hurt and his inability to figure out how to fix it right now. You have a great advantage, and you can help lead him out of the darkness.
Really focus on you while he's gone, and focus on how you can start loving yourself and start enjoying your life. You don't need him to do this, it has to come from you. He is only a compliment to the beautiful you.
Wow this is really nice thing to say! I am focusing on me. I decided last night when I felt so sad that I wasn't gonna do this to myself anymore. I'm not going to dwell in sadness. I'm going to be more positive and make a change for me no matter what the hell happens.
what plans do you have for yourself? anything fun?
*****Yes I've made plans all week/weekend. I am keeping busy with good friends!
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