Those fears are exactly the ones I worry about. Never meeting someone. Never getting remarried. And in this I know I am my own worst enemy. And unless I change the negativity I know I won't meet anyone because who wants to be with a miserable person anyway. That's what I am working on - trying not to be this bitter person. And some days it's ok and others I just am wallowing in the self-pity.
I usually excercise and it does help a great deal but I've been a leg cast for the last month and a half due to a fractured foot which has made doing anything v difficult.
I know things will get better. They have to. I know I am a good person and deserve to be in a healthier relationship than I was. And I know I deserve to be treated with far more love and respect than my EXH treated me.
