Good job just feeling the emotions and being independent anyhow. I remember way back in your thread when your H was MIA, you said it was your goal to do things for yourself that H would usually do. If you're like me, now that he's around more, it's frustrating to not have full partnership yet. I know it's a disappointment. But if we are to gain anything from this trial it is to be stronger in ourselves and do for ourselves instead of being dependent.
I's sure being snowbound would be more cozy with H to cuddle but you took care of business, and now it's time to curl up with yourself and make yourself happy and serene - more to give H when he returns.