Long story, short.... the first day I stood up for myself, the energy in my body was incredible, it was similar to being electrocuted I think, being so afraid to stand up for myself against her and then doing it for the first time was crazy.
I felt this on monday night. A true standing up for myself. Thanks for putting it into words.
I will admit though Rob. I would not do all the things you have done afterwards.
But I am glad you are going to put a stop to the limbo. It is not fair for her, as it was not fair for you.
Perpetual Punishment Machine (PPM) needs to be put away.
Good on you for recognizing this and finally starting to deal with this issue.
Flowers always make people better, happier, and more helpful; they are sunshine, food and medicine for the soul. unconditional love is awesome!