I'm giving up, told W I'll sign at the end of FEB

[TooLateForMe]

I do believe her. It's not likely she's lying. She gave a detailed enough account. She doesn't like talking about it, but she has been and it has led to a closeness we haven't had since this began. There's no hope for the M, and I have doubts about a close friendship.

She says she pushed it down, but it does make me concerned that she did remarry me.

How could I even find out if it's a lie? Wouldn't it be best to trust her account until I have real evidence otherwise?

There are dozens of circumstantial things that would support either. Moving out of the bedroom shortly after this, calling cops during an argument (she's always been the only one in arguments to ever get physical), and a creeping suspicion since then that something strange stood between us that I didn't know about.

She took me back after the D, begged me to come back after the last separation, continued to have sex w/ me and recently complained one of her biggest problems was a LACK of sex.

I've probed the OM idea w/ her but until the hostility of the other night she wouldn't take the bait. That's the least of my worries right now.