Kerry, you would be out for the season but since it's your first mistake, I will look the other way...
Ali, I really dont know what's gonna happen if she comes here. I will probably look my best and introduce myself to her. Smiling and happy. I may say something like "I can see now why H says you were a BIG mistake". That will make her feel fat, on top of everything else...LOL She is responsible for finding all the info for this guide they are making. She would have to do the research. Maybe she thinks she can do it over the phone...
Yes, he is still home with us. And I dont know what's gonna happen. Sometimes it is lonely, sometimes I feel waves of emotions coming "out" and my chest has a constant pain.
Writing the journal makes me see my obsessions. I mean, I need to start leaving things behind. But I will do it right. By facing them and not ignoring them. And he will have to do it with me or live without me. I guess...
Thank God it is Friday today!!!! I worked 3 days this week, it was more than enough!! K
