Another Sad Deployed Soldier/Dad

[Another_Soldier]

I don't think i can handle this to much longer, i think i have hit the complete bottom....Called to talk to the kids before bed and after she wanted to talk. We talked about me coming home for R&R and it just felt like empty. W will be working the whole time but will have weekends and mondays off. Won't even try to get the time off that is her normal schedule anyway. Talked about changing posts when i get back and she said that she wanted to stay there.

I caught myself little bit ago thinking about crazy stuff and i just feel so lost any more. Im just so tired of the pain and wanting to get past this so bad.

1 day at a time