Tonight when H dropped off the kids, it was pretty uneventful. I opened the front door and said Hi. H herded the kids into the house. All three of the kids were excited to see me and immediately started begging for my attention/crying/talking to me all at the same time. The timing just wasn't right so I decided to just be myself, smiled and said thanks to H, and then shut the door.
In my book it was a neutral event. Not good, not bad, just was.
I will have several more opportunities to see H in person starting next Saturday.
Kara, MF, and R2C - You have all given much much food for thought today. I am grateful.
Kara you are right. In going back and re-reading the last handful of posts there seems to be more similarities than differences.
I want to sit and absorb all this info before I respond. I need to process everything first. Then I will let you all know what my game plan will be.
Me & H: 33 yrs S: 4 & 6 D: 2 M: 9 yrs ILYBNILWY: 8/09 SEPARATED: 9/09 The Beginning
