Thanks, Mish. Wow, busy here lately!!! I'm lurking on threads, but not much time lately. I did mess up today. X sent me some more nasty emails, and I had a weak moment and emailed back and responded to his crap and defended myself. In one, he asked me to work with him rather than against him?!?! WTH???????? I shouldn't bother b/c it will just make him worse most likely, and I know there is no reason to defend myself.
My job is going good, but poor D10 is sick and has a little fever. X had also promised me on my mornings with the kids I could drop her off on my way to work and he would take her to the bus stop. She told me tonight that he wasn't home when she got there, although showed up in time to take her to the bus. I'm sure he was at OW's house. I have never let her be alone ever as she is too young imo. I enrolled her in the before school program at her new daycare today so it won't happen again on my mornings at least.
Mad at X, but also mad at myself for having a weak moment today....