Actually, I think it is positive, you are remembering that she has choosen a life (for now) apart from the kids, negative thought. The positive is that she is calling. Somewhere down in that green alien goo is your wife, trying to contact her old life, her children, her home, her husband. She is removed from the high of the OM and she might even be thinking a little more clearly. I think this is a perfect time to talk to her, you know OM is not there and worst case scenario he calls while you are on the phone with her. Lets hope he is out at a bar drinking beer and making time with another female of the species. If for some reason she does not call, I would call her. Breaking the rules but at this point what do you have to lose?
My plan of attack for the MC session which is not scheduled yet is to seek the advice of as many wise DB masters that troll the newcomer's forum as possible. I'll add more in a minute I am on S9's computer one of those small $200 acer's. Can hardly fit my fingers on the keys. Back in a minute.
Formerly "missherlove"
Me49 XW49 M17 T19 S16 D20
Expose yourself to your deepest fear; after that, fear has no power, and the fear of freedom shrinks and vanishes. You are free.