So I got "served" a summons for divorce today. Really has bummed me out even though part of me knew it was inevitable.

H and my mutual friend "J" said H sent him an email today that he signed the papers and he sounded kind of sad..H had a wave of sadness hit him on Tuesday night when he was working out with J as well.

I hope its sinking in..what this is doing to our family and our children..

Weird how H was kind of reaching out and texting/chatting on FB over last week and I was doing really well with DBing.

Just don't want to have anything to do with him right now. Just feel hurt.


M44 H46 T21 Married 16y
D14 D12
Bomb 12/08(EA), (PA/Separation)1/09 to 5/09
Home/MC 5/09 to 12/09
Leaves 12/09 Files for Divorce
Divorce final 6/30/10.