Well, the next few days I was flooded with memories that were not so kind. I realized that all my life I have giving people excuses for their behavior trying to see the good in all. I realized that all I did was lie to myself about how people felt and how they really were. Which brings me to wonder what connection can be drawn from this and related to my marriage and current situation.
BTW I will be going back to our MC to process this individually for anyone wondering what to say.
What I could use is a reminder that I did nothing wrong - I did not fail and it is not wrong to see the good in others.