H4U, Yes. That completely makes sense. That is very reassuring to me that a. I'm not going crazy when I have these emotional rants/cries etc. and b. it is probably best (I can trust my gut) that my H not see too much of this yet. The guilt/remorse is really kicking in more and more all the time for him... I can see it happening. On the one hand, I don't want to and should not rescue him from that. He needs to feel the consequences of his choices. But, on the other hand, I don't need to make it worse. Wow, it is quite a delicate balance we keep at times, isn't it?
OK... I'm still on the right track and I'm still gonna be ok no matter what.
