I do hope there is not anger all over this. I do not feel it. But I will watch myself and I hope my DB friends will keep an eye on me. I have never been an angry person. So its an emotion that I do not fully understand.
Cutter, let me reiterate: THERE IS ABSOLUTELY NOTHING WRONG WITH BEING ANGRY, EVEN AT THIS POINT. It's healthy. We all process our sitches, and our pain, at different speeds, and there is no "right" speed.
I'm just trying to encourage you not to make major decisions yet at this stage, and also trying to give you my outside perspective maybe on just what stage you ARE at, so that you can proceed accordingly.
Others who have followed your sitch more closely may disagree.
