Hang in there buddy. You are not alone in what you are going through. This is as hard or harder that losing a spouse to death yet for some reason we are only allowed x amount of time to grieve.

Take things at your pace. The pain is part of the healing.

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Me-41
W-39
M-15 yrs T-17 yrs
D-12
S-9
S-8
B 5/08
S 1/09