Thanks Jon for the link. I'm trying to take care of myself from now on. I lost too much weight and am very depressed but seeking help. I know I need to take care of myself especially after reading the article that you sent to me.
DDay I knew I shouldn't have texted H about not getting S19 anything for Christmas, I don't know why the heck I did it. I guess I didn't think it through first. My psychologist even said it wasn't to hurt my S19 it was to hurt me because H knows how much I love and care for my children. H wanted to push my buttons and I allowed it.
