I'm hoping this feeling isn't a temporary one, as I kind of like it. I am slightly numb, and well, I just don't care about it right now.

I want to continue to feel this way.

I want to start to heal myself.

"embrace the suck" - Coach
"don't go all "Melty Man" on us" - Puppy
Let Go and Let God
Finally "Got It" - 15 Jan 2010

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