I don't even drink that much. When I do, it's a lot. It's really rare.

And by redemption I meant I deserved some measure of happiness. I can't heal that wound in her, that pain. I wish I could take it on myself.

~Mark

Me: 38
W: 34
Together: 9yrs
1st M: may '03
1st D: april '08
1st bomb: june '08
remarried: oct '08
2nd bomb: aug '09 --(W asked for D one week into 3 mo. trial separation which was meant to save our M)