Lotus,

The thing with me is, I want my M to work SO bad. I am having such a hard time accepting the finality of it all.

She has a unique way of absolutely crushing my self-esteem at every opportunity.

I mean, the latest blast was "I can hardly wait until I am divorced from you I can hardly wait"

It isn't fair that I am working SO hard to keep things together-even though she doesn't realize that-and she is contributing NOTHING but more heartache for me.


"embrace the suck" - Coach
"don't go all "Melty Man" on us" - Puppy
Let Go and Let God
Finally "Got It" - 15 Jan 2010

SoldierDad