Now stop the drama. I get the picture, you were drunk. Was she drunk too? Her memory may be distorted. And maybe it isn't. You can't change the past. There are things we all would jump into the past and change, if we could. But we can't. We have to go on.
So, what are you going to do in the future to be a better person? Do you still drink? Do you still black out? You know that blackouts are a symptom of alcoholism, don't you? You can deal with that. You can correct your behavior so you don't lose control of yourself again. It has nothing to do with the police, or filing charges, or anything anyone outside of you does. It calls for action on your part. You can go to an AA meeting today. And another one tomorrow. And talk to the people there. They can help you. Punishment won't help you or change you. It will only punish you.
