Wow, I am really struggling today.

Feeling sorry for myself, trying to rationalize things. Analyze things.

Thinking, I can fix this. NO I can't.

Wondering what she is doing-who with. Is there someone ELSE now?

Feel helpless, and unworthy.

Not sure why I swing like this-I hate it.

Why can't I get angry over what she iss doing? I am hurt, but I really want to get angry.... mad

Last edited by SoldierDad; 01/07/10 06:16 AM.
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Finally "Got It" - 15 Jan 2010

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