I had a strong sense of empowerment when i woke up this mornin. I was up at 0400 and turned my computer on then went to PT. When i returned i came back to my computer having a ton of messages from my W. It started out as if she was calm, then seemed the tone of her not being able to talk to me was getting angry then frustrating then she started apologizing for anything that i though she did wrong then to sadness and finally she only wrote that she was very sorry and she loves me very much. "you are a great husband, father, and provider, I love you and i miss you and don't want to lose you"
I still haven't replied back and it is nice to see her kind of persue and beg a little. I am happy that it is hitting home and only took 1 night. I am happy she is realizing her actions weather anything actualy DID or DID NOT happen. NO CONTACT means exactly that.
I am going to stay dark for another couple days then i have to talk to my kids.
Me:33 Wife:32 M: 6/26/99 D:8 S:6 Bomb: 8/08 PA MC/IC: 8/08-7/09 Bomb: 12/26/09 Contact OM(I need to work on me) In Limbo
