lost i haven't been angry yet, frustrated yes, but not angry, i'd be angry and vengeful if i hadn't found you guys.
there's a reason all this is happening.
she's communicating with me more.
and i've settled a little bit back into a routine, finding friends haven't seen since high school and not really paying the wife much attention.
higher ground man, just strugglin with the patience and finding myself.
finding it at work, really feels good to be moving again. and i'm here reading the forums or on face book or reading when don't have the kids vs drinking and running around.
