I'm in a mood...not even sure what kind of mood. At this point, I'm not sure what my next steps should be. We're going on 16 months of H being out of the house and 18 months since the unhappy bomb rocked my world. Are things ever going to change? I need to know what the hell he is thinking, but he's not talking.

I know, I know...keep working on me, GAL, PMA, focus on me and our DD. What? For another 5 years and still be here wondering if he'll ever come home? Ugh...

I'm not in a horrible mood or depressed or anything - I'm just feeling a little something today and not sure what. Such is the life of the LBS....

Me: 34
H: 34
DD: 3
M: 8 yrs
H moved out Oct. 2008, "not happy" "don't know what I want" "will always love you, but not in love with you"
PA Bomb: April 5, 2010