someone, PLEASE help me get a grasp!

[Treese]

LOST...I totally agree....
My H knows I hate the D word.....he threatened last June to proceed with the next steps, said he knew it would be painful but thought summer was the best time since I don't work in the summer...but he wanted me to sit down with him...I said NO...told him I would talk to my attorney...Haven't heard anything more lately but then again I have only seen him twice in 6 months....don't talk to him either...My H hates pressure...hates confrontation...knows though that you don't mess with my children's lives....

I believe it is the calm before the storm....the tornado is brewing...I know my H....it is going to all come down soon and it's going to get ugly....as of June I will only have one child under age 18...H knows then he will only have to pay for one....but he does have to pay for me...and I'm sure OW doesn't like that one bit....we'll see....I try not to give them much space in my little brain but sometimes I cave....

I'm gonna be ok & so will you....I just know it....
Treese