Hey Sandi.....Well we had the talk.....She told me as of new year's eve, it was over with OM.....Did not rule out dating him in the future.....Said she felt smothered and just wanted time to herself.....
She said she also felt pressured by me.....She said I was still trying to make this about me and what I want.....All I could do was sit there and agree.....I know i have been told all this here, but hearing her say it blew me away.....Things went well though and I did not stay long....Really didn't say much, she did most of the talking......
Although, I feel I am not quite ready to drop the rope, I do know what I have to do.....There is no doubt I have been too available and got my hopes up and started putting pressure on her.....
This is a new year and this has been going on for too long....I will be working on me and keeping contact to a minimum....
You are right Sandi, this is not healthy.....I can feel how tired I am.....It's time to let it go.....Easy said, but we will see how easy it will be....
