Well, can you at least try and understand why your post frightened me? You are very fragile and reading such statements from you that you posted late at night after another unproductive encounter with your W was *very* concerning to me.
I can certainly understand how that came across. And I am glad you decided to whip my butt into shape. We all need a pick me up now and then. I just have a tendecy to beat myself up for things I caused and then further dwell on the results of those which leads to discontment within myself and my life at times. Like I said and you also said, it takes work to keep myself from heading down that mind thought.
Kevin
Me 36, W 37 M: 08/02/97 D13, D9 1st Bomb 02/08 Reconciled 04/08 2nd Bomb: 09/08 W filed for D 02/04/09 Separated 03/09 D dismissed 06/09/09 Still separated...