Well, can you at least try and understand why your post frightened me? You are very fragile and reading such statements from you that you posted late at night after another unproductive encounter with your W was *very* concerning to me.
If I said I was in a ton of physical pain and I was sick of taking all my meds and getting labs and seeing my dr. what would you say? I hope you would kick my butt something fierce and tell me that would NOT be acceptable.
