Originally Posted By: CityGirl
On page 61 of this thread you made a post that said the following:

I truly hate myself
I truly hate my life
I just don't enjoy my life at all, I truly hate it
I hate coming home alone every other night



I have made those same statements to a degree myself. Not sure about Kevin, but as a wife/mother/stay at home mome for over 20 years now that has become my identity. I gave up my own self for my family. Who I was was taking care of them. I knew nothing else...no hobbies, no social life outside my children and husband. So when my family fell apart and I only had my older kids part time I felt so lost. I hated my life. Everything I knew was stripped away and I felt like I didn't know what to do with myself. Especially when it was not your choice to end your family and you have to suck it up and go on.


Not saying they are right or wrong....just that I can relate!

Last edited by Startingover2; 01/06/10 02:34 PM.
Me: 46 FWS: 36
Married and Divorced 4/07, Pregnant 7/07,False R 7/07
Baby Girl born 3/08
Kicked him out because OW: 7/08
5/10 He realized what he had and lost.
Moved home! REMARRIED 3/14/11!!