On page 61 of this thread you made a post that said the following:
I truly hate myself I truly hate my life I just don't enjoy my life at all, I truly hate it I hate coming home alone every other night
IMO those are very serious (and honest) declarations. And why do you feel that way? If I had to guess it would be due to your situation.
How in the world can anything you post NOT be about your situation if you truly hate your life that much?
How does one change and remove self hatred? I am not 100% sure but it *does* all come back to your situation. Only you can change that. What the rest of us can do (as in all the participants of this fine forum) is broach topics, share experiences and brainstorm ideas to perhaps assist you in getting your brain moving in a more positive direction.
Once again perhaps we need to agree to disagree. When an individual (and it could be any of us) makes such disparaging comments it is all about the "situation".
Maybe we are all just desensitized to such statements as we read thread after thread of heartache, confusion and other difficulties we all face. I feel though, no matter who makes them, the above phrases are very serious and do relate directly to the situation at hand.