GIMA, Keep the PMA, I know it is hard and easy to get bogged down in negativity. I fight this daily, it ebbs and flows. But you will be ok, this is your time to get better. It sucks in all possible ways, but keep on keepin on. The WAW will have to live with her own guilt and someday answer for her actions elsewhere, but that is not your concern. Be the best person you can be. Keep telling yourself you are strong, confident, fearless. Think about before you met her, didn't you feel this way?? Feel it again.