I can't even do my job right now because i just have been so freaakin stressed and don't want to get any of my battles killed. I do serious work and can't even focus no mater what i try.
I am VERY comitted to working on the M but just feel so alone and lost, depressed, can't eat, throw up for no reason, go to the latrine to just cry and i am just hurting sooooo bad and don't know what to do any more.
AS, welcome to the board.
Everything you are feeling/experiencing is normal. Those emotions being all over the place, depressed, crying, all out of sorts. It means that you CARE. When do you come home again?
