Pls help--confused and fearful

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I do want to. But my L suggested I continue asking for $ daily until I file for proof of how he's denying it. My utilities might get shut off, but bad for him.

Well I suppose your L knows best in that department. I would just stick with the same text / email every day asking for money though and ignore the responses. Pretend you're a robot going through the motions