Deployed Soldier/Father needs your help

[SoldierDad]

Tulsa

I've read, and re-read this 5 times.

It is truly difficult for me, as I WANT to be sure.

I just don't know how much emotional damage I can continue to take. I knowGod won't give me more than I can handle, but I am feeling overloaded lately.

I mean, I think I should understand that when she reached out to me, there HAD to be a reason why - RIGHT?

She HAS to be hurt/confused/unsure/wary/ over everything. Is me being compassionate going to help her with that? I dunno. AND, if I am compassionate, does that indicate weakness?

I am NO ONE to judge another human being. That is left to my maker.

My only issue with this is: when do I stop fighting for someone that doesn't WANT to be fought for? And will I ever truly know if she WANTS to be fought for? I dunno...