well hello he pop it out he said he went to get legal today to find out about filing for divorce he asked me if it was going to be consent or non consent....

he killed me there i have not answerd him its been bad this would be the worst...

i dont have no more tears to cry no more .... and i have never been in this before with the big D...

i think ive giving up on everything i mean everything...

my baby girl is acting just like him now treating me the same as him...

nothing has changed ive been alone and i have not said or done nothing... but he still hasent change

what now i dont know im weak an scared ...

Me: 35 yrs
H: 35 yrs
D: 18 yrs
Married: 21 yrs
H is over seas : July. 2009, "not happy now..confused" "don't know what I want" "I love you, but not in love with you"
Currently: confused and lonely