I've been telling you off for a couple hrs...ha, but really I have been.
I never faked or tricked anything or anybody,I'm not going to trick myself.
Going out is not going to get my family back.
I don't have a beat in a bone in my body, I'm trying to play this guitar, but it's not me.
What makes me, me, is I'm nice and generous to a fault.
I was always Tokyo.
Focusing on her and worrying about her are two very different things, there isn't a thing I can do to help her.
ah nevermind, this is just a vent.
jack it's tough to get 19yrs to fit in 100 and some odd posts.
i know what she said and she's forgotten what she has said.
That's what is so frustrating.
She said don't ever leave me, worry about me and focus on the kids, this is going to take a bit to get thru, and do not get angry.
She also said do not file divorce...
I'd rather keep my word and so much of me was pretty good, it's just she didn't get to see it.
I was at work, while she dealt with the stresses of work,kids,herself,and me.
I have a deep compassion and empathy for what she's going thru and I don't know how to show her, she has and is doing nothing wrong, just buy us sometime and it will all get better.
