Maybe I am looking for someone to "validate" what i am doing.

Do i need the approval of someone else to continue or discontinue this?

What am I going to gain from maintaining this M in my mind? Because to her, the M is over.

"embrace the suck" - Coach
"don't go all "Melty Man" on us" - Puppy
Let Go and Let God
Finally "Got It" - 15 Jan 2010

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