Deployed Soldier/Father needs your help

[SoldierDad]

Puppy,

You know, THAT is the main issue I was having with all of it. SHE made ME feel like SHE was sincere in her words and tears.

I bought every word of it.

NOW, I am pretty sure she sees me as weak because of it. I NEED TO CHANGE THAT.

It is difficult to process it, because as her H, I WANT to believe her. I WANT to trust what she says.

Also, does anyone think I am absolutely NUTS to still work on my M with my W-especially after all she has done? I am interested in your thoughts.