Thanks everyone. I really appreciate the prayers and thoughts.
Just processing what I'm feeling. No way I'm showing any of what I feel to W. For a change, she will have to guess what's going on with me.
@Deep, I think you are quite correct. She simply did not have what it took to confront me and discuss the best way out. It's much easier to hire someone to do the dirty work for her.
But, when all this is over, and she has her new life, she will be puzzled when her unhappiness does not leave her. She can't D her own feelings. And for that, I feel sadness for her. Which sounds crazy given what she has now done.
I was actually surprised she said good night to me tonight. It didn't mean anything to me though.
